i watched my best friend leave today. it hurted like crazy, no lie, and also for that arguement we hard 2 nights before. like its like he left me so insecure cause part of me was like in love with the kid, like damn! but imma miss him. i dont think i can ever believe him when he said he did break up with his girlfriend. besides that, cause im not trying to cry, im hanging out with my lil sis yari and her family, its really nice to see her for a change you kno. i dont know how this summer will turn out but i know that im going to do my summer stuff, get it together, and get my mind of niggas, thats the last thing i need to think about right now. im glad i do have ppl that care about me thou, u know! i just hope he wasnt lying. i miss you boat
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chelle chelle chelle
when will you ever learn. when will you forget all the mistakes you made and move on with life. like lately its like im holding back, im holding back and i dont know why. its like it hurts in a way you know. cute guy walks to you ask you for your number and you say no.. like shawty you been single for a year and some beans now. i cant follow my heart no more, its like i cant trust my heart, like it always tell me the wrong things you know; its like shit doesnt go my way no more, like excuse my language, on some real but UGH! i want my friends, i want my family, i want everything back, but i know i cant get them back, life doesnt go this way or that way, its a random movement in time. its like the weather affects my mood, sun im sad, rain im happy like WTF!
chelle chelle chelle
when will you ever learn. to be yourself and stop holding back, holding back, holding back, why the hell are you always holding back ...
"no more complaining, either put up with it, or let it go"
when will you ever learn. when will you forget all the mistakes you made and move on with life. like lately its like im holding back, im holding back and i dont know why. its like it hurts in a way you know. cute guy walks to you ask you for your number and you say no.. like shawty you been single for a year and some beans now. i cant follow my heart no more, its like i cant trust my heart, like it always tell me the wrong things you know; its like shit doesnt go my way no more, like excuse my language, on some real but UGH! i want my friends, i want my family, i want everything back, but i know i cant get them back, life doesnt go this way or that way, its a random movement in time. its like the weather affects my mood, sun im sad, rain im happy like WTF!
chelle chelle chelle
when will you ever learn. to be yourself and stop holding back, holding back, holding back, why the hell are you always holding back ...
"no more complaining, either put up with it, or let it go"
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