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ilail (an acronym)


I loved
And I lost
He says he care about me
He says I’m the one
Yet no one knows about me
No one knows my name
And I just hope this aint game
And this man isnt all talk
Cause he will turn from a man to a nigga
Within a snap of my finger
And even though these feelings
Will linger
I will be alright
And yes my nights will be lonely
And I wont hear his sweet voice at night
I cant be just another bitch
Trapped in this silly trap
Where I become hopeless
And kind of lose my act
And to make matters worst
Its because of shit like this
The reason why I become so cold and heartless
And confused
Confused about love
Confused about men
Confused on how one minute im angry
Then later this man is my sweetest sin
But I cant keep blaming my failed relationships on these guys
But it lies deeper than that
I starts with me
Accepting shit that shouldn’t be accepted
Just fuck it
I loved
And I lost….
My heart.
...i love to love you :)