rain.

the rain is fallin

im lookin at you

your lookin at me

you grab my face

and tell me everythin is gonna be okay

my lips start to quiver

and my eyes gets fill with fear

my face starts to shiver

and i take two steps back

as you move forward

"why you scared"

you said to me

just then a tear drop from my eye

as you kissed me

my heart beats louder

my blood runs faster

my face looses life

and all the color is flushed away

i fall into your arms

as if i have fainted

"dont be scared"

suddenly i began to fight

as i was being restrained

"baby"

your grip got tighter

my body grew weaker

i can feel your hands

pressed onto my body

as the rain

exposed me

to your body

and to your heart

my head laid on your chest

and the melody your heart played

put me at ease

"im not scared no more"

as i held you in the rain

...

no more words

cry...

I wish someone can hear me

Hear me cry

Hear my tears

Fall from my eyes

I wish someone can see me

Seen the pain

In my face

In my heart

I wish someone can appreciate

Me for who I am

And not complain

Curse my name

I wish someone can love me

that’s all I ask for

Someone to care

Someone to always be there

I’m tired of crying

Sometimes I feel like dying

Going away

To another place

To be able to smile

And to know everything’s okay

I wanna be happy

But I don’t know how…

All I know its tears

Tears like a clown

Am I joke

When you see me do you laugh

I don’t wanna be funny

I wanna be Michelle

But do anyone see it

Do anyone see me

Do anyone hear me…

I be screaming

But no words come out my mouth

I just wanna let it all out

But I don’t have no sound

I’m invisible

that’s who I am

Cause when I cry

There’s no shoulder to lean on

People use kindness for granted

So how do you be kind

How do you be nice

When all feel is mean

It’s a fear of mine

Yet it always seem to come to true

How do you even love yourself

When no one else loves you

Maybe I’m not fit for this life

Maybe I should say goodbye

Cause my hands bleed from writing this letter

Writing out my heart

There’s no more energy

No more strength

I ask for acceptance

But I steady get rejection

And I look at reflection

And theres nothing to see

Cause even in this body

I don’t know whose me

I try to find Michelle

But she cant found

She’s gone with out a trace

She decided to let go

And say her good byes

She no longer wants to cry

No more words L