hehe

so im in spanish with stef...

juniors 09 :


and now
seniors 2010 :

we still the silly lil girls from freshman year.. :)
well im not gonna miss her...

shippensburg 2014 baby :)

bossy lady..

Let her call the shots,

she want me on the top,

and the way I want it It'll be a month before I stop,

kinda walk funny,

stumble out the pad,

snap of her finger niggas picking up her tab,

walking through the mall, got me carrying her bags,

I gotta pause cause the mutherfucker bad

-Rick Ross

im so loving this song ... again :)

a random moment

so im chilling with sean in spanish class

haha he reminds me of oompa-loompa :)

so any who... in garcias and honestly bored as shit. idk what is really going on. im filled with too much emotion at the moment. i dont know what to do and it hurts like hell. im so confused... its like one thing happened and another and another.. gosh..and while im trying to write and think this oompa-loompa is talking to me and making these weird as noises

... so back to what i was saying. im like sooooooooooooo clueless on what i should do. then i keep listening to two songs that tears me into two. its like a love hate feeling going on in my heart. i dont know what to do.. tell me what to do..

(soo now stefany actin just like an oompa-loompa lol)

...i catch up later... when i get my train of thought back

mine.

i see you looking at me
and im looking at you
the thoughts that run through my mind
all the things i wanna do
to you
i wanna love you
i wanna please you
boy, do i ever wanna leave you
i wanna tell you things you'll never hear
i wanna show the girl, that's hiding behind this fear
i know what you need
and boy you need me
the stars are all aligned
and we are destiny
i can tell what you wanna do
you body tells me all your thoughts
your feelings
do you need that sexual healing (haha)
imma get serious
imma make you feel delirious
baby i need you to be mine
lets create a love and make it last a lifetime
i need you to be mine....

(something i feel, yet something i dont)

out with the old, in with the new

this is my first time blogging since, october. it has been such a long time since, i expressed myself. its been kinda rough, with senior year and all. i been quite lazy... and im disappointed in myself for it... imma catch up thou.. love sucks as i could say but i know saying it and meaning it is two different things ... i know i dont mean it. i wanna fall in love.. but i dont wanna be in a situation where i end up hurting someone. i rather be hurt, then to hurt...

i kinda like this boy, i will say, i really like this boy. he always make me smile, he knows how to make me laugh. we can talk for days ... gosh he may do stupid things but hes very mature. just seeing him makes it feel like the world is spinning so fast. my heart jumps out my chest, i have to literally control my cheeks so they dont turn red. he hugs so tight and it feels so right... but ... but i be the stuff like this , that i tend to mess up... and i guess i already did

im going out with the old, and in with the new :)