this is my first time blogging since, october. it has been such a long time since, i expressed myself. its been kinda rough, with senior year and all. i been quite lazy... and im disappointed in myself for it... imma catch up thou.. love sucks as i could say but i know saying it and meaning it is two different things ... i know i dont mean it. i wanna fall in love.. but i dont wanna be in a situation where i end up hurting someone. i rather be hurt, then to hurt...
i kinda like this boy, i will say, i really like this boy. he always make me smile, he knows how to make me laugh. we can talk for days ... gosh he may do stupid things but hes very mature. just seeing him makes it feel like the world is spinning so fast. my heart jumps out my chest, i have to literally control my cheeks so they dont turn red. he hugs so tight and it feels so right... but ... but i be the stuff like this , that i tend to mess up... and i guess i already did
im going out with the old, and in with the new :)
