20101110

selfish

"i need to be your lady
i need to be your lady
i need to be YOUR lady"

love, love, love
where do i start
where do i pick up the pieces of my heart
put it together
and give it all to you
do you want it?
i don't know
my heart holds stories
hold feelings that i don't think you can bare
i want to hold you
to kiss you
to make sweet tender love to you
make you feel like the man you deserve to be
but i cant
this feeling is like a broken masterpiece
its perfect
but fulled with so many imperfections
im always thinking of you
it just dont make sense
how i can feel such power for you
but i dare not to give it to you
am i being selfish
i think so
holding back
when all you want from me
is...
me


I write i write and i write
and i say this because i want to.. i really do, but i'm so scared, havent been this much filled with fear in such a long time its driving me to a taste of insanity. chelle - - - let go and let love but i cant i never will. just not now... im sorry
...i love to love you :)